3E4'07 FIRST OUTING TOGETHER SHALL BE TO BEN AND JERRY'S AT VIVO (:

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<3 ZOE. 10:26 PM

uhh well a last quick post before i leave for camp.
well i know no one will miss me :)
uhh anyway packing was good, i forgot to buy snacks to sneak in, weapon to torture instructor melvin if he's there. uhm well. hopefully there's phone reception over there. hmm.
ate my fill today since tml's bootcamp day.

hopefully during the camp, my mind will be train to be more strong and tough. and i can't wait for nightwalk. i wonder what i'll see on the way. can i see god please?

and camp performance, lets make it more memorable can?

haha well for all dear readers, all my links are there for you to view. :)
goodbye for three days :(

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<3 ZOE. 10:48 PM

刘耕宏-彩虹天堂

我不知不觉
又徘徊在从前秋风悄悄的呼唤
听来尽是孤单落叶的期盼
片片左右为难心走寂寞攀
跟着飘进黑暗

我不闻不问
也许好过一点被遗憾关在房间
挣扎只是拖延无望的空谈
一声声的轻叹回忆扯不断
怎么摆脱纠缠

找不到方向
往彩虹天堂 有你说的爱
在用幸福触摸忧伤两个人
相守直到白发苍苍自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光

找不到方向
往彩虹天堂有你说的爱
在用幸福触摸忧伤两个人
相守直到白发苍苍自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
有你在我身旁

我不闻不问
也许好过一点被遗憾关在房间
挣扎只是拖延无望的空谈
一声声的轻叹回忆扯不断
怎么摆脱纠缠


找不到方向
往彩虹天堂有你说的爱
在用幸福触摸忧伤两个人
相守直到白发苍苍自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光

找不到方向
往彩虹天堂有你说的爱
在用幸福触摸忧伤两个人
相守直到白发苍苍自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
有你在我身旁

找不到方向
往彩虹天堂有你说的爱
在用幸福触摸忧伤两个人
相守直到白发苍苍自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
有你在我身旁

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<3 ZOE. 12:13 AM

Oh whee get ready for the camp at st john's.
anyway it's much of a disappointment because many people are giving up the chance to bond together as a class. like coughcoughjeffreycoughcough.
uhh well people, remember to sneak your phones, snacks and rubbish into st john.
hopefully they will last till wednesday. hopefully.

anyway this camp came at the right time la. it's the end of the dumbdumb common test already!
still it will be like a bootcamp la. sad. pumping. whatever it is, i'll miss the camp 2e3'06 had together in jalan bahtera. its when we finally unite together, wash toilet together, swim in mud together! and best of all, we won the best campfire performance yea.

well instructor melvin told sammie he was asked to do another camp. how can camp HA do that. that's melvin's last camp *sob* and well actually we suspected that it was a joke and well if it really is, we'll think of something, how about taking his bolster away?!

well, let's search for the cross now, where's the cross? where's my cross? everyone's scared especially after instructor melvin's st john ghost stories, not forgetting that there's nightwalk.
may the spirit be with me, *continues finding the cross* even mr dominic goh is scaring us warning us to bring everything so that we will not fall into the hands of those unclean ahem.

well cellgroup attendance was omgosh so bad today, we've got 12 and 3 went off before and halfway through sermon. yup, we haven been doing well too but lets continue praying for the cg and grow the cg together.

jay chou's best friend, liu geng hong, the one that sang '彩虹天堂' came today. omgomg i totally love that song and ms taiwan-china 1999 came too. well they sang songs and share good news about their church, how they reach out to jay chou *omgoshomgosh* and zhang hui mei.

really the cultural mandate is impactful.

competitions events for emerage 2007 is out, with a total of 61 events, well i want to join shoe designing and i'm having many many inspirations now. so many of them. and things are getting hot for emerge. ooo i cant wait for emerge 2007.

well for my common test results, i did better then i thought i would.
i ace geog, get b4 for combined science, pass maths even though i left 7 questions empty.
it's the best.

hold on if you feel like letting go. hold on, it is better then you know.

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<3 ZOE. 11:41 PM

Tank-专属天使

我不会怪你
对我的伪装天使在人间是该藏
好翅膀人们愚蠢鲁莽
而你纤细善良怎能让你 为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌
厚厚的温暖你总能平复我不安
的夜晚不敢想的梦想
透过你的眼光我才看见
它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的专属天使唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上 (我心上)
拥有一个专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌
大大的力量我一定也会像你
一样飞翔 (一样飞翔)
你想去的地方
就是我的方向有我保护
笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离
我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我身上 (我身上)
拥有一个专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望
Woo~

要不是你出现我一定还在沉睡
Oh 绝望的以为生命只有黑夜

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的
专属天使唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我身上 (我身上)
拥有一个 专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望
Woo Wu Woo Ho~ Wu~ Ho

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<3 ZOE. 10:59 PM

and so i went to see dominic goh early in the morning 7am. on th dot somemore.
so i was like telling him i was to see him but he forgot. so he took 12340259792342 mins to remember and he went ''ORHHHH you are the one write very slow one, yet still can get 26 for maths.'' and i went -.-

he asked me to see him on thurs, to complete the test paper in 15 mins. uhm.
went to canteen to chiong emaths yet still i cannot complete the paper he gave again. i'm prepared to copy corrections 3000 times. assuming if i got 6 mistakes.

stoned chinese. i bloody hate chinese now.

Amaths test was another cannot make it one.i went blank while doing it, crystal too. we were both talking about dropping amaths but we decided to chiong all the way.

Finally i get to meet jocky and yufen tml! We're gonna watch epic movie with esther and rachel, samson and jeffrey and serene. ITS LIKE FINALLY! omgosh we can chat on the phone for hours and hours and hours. and i found melvin's blog hahaha. finally.

i feel so like an old lady now. my back hurts. :(

i miss 6.3'04 SOB.

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<3 ZOE. 10:15 PM

Whee~ i passed my maths by 1 mark, and it helps alot.
I didn't finish 7 questions yet i passed. Mr mongmong goh wants me to see him tomorrow at 7 to speed train me so next time when i graduated with a ''diploma'' for speed writing, i can finish all my papers. -.-

My physics was amazing too. instead of being worse the chemistry, it was better, 17/25.
earning a b4 for my combined science. lalalalala.

Having a stronger mind for dance though time again, i felt like giving up yet ryan's words encourages. It totally feels great la because after every dance session, there is a sense of satisfactory.

But still. i'm pissed off by somebody la. it's very disappointing. I cannot say 'you'll never change forever' cause i'll be condemning you, yet i cannot say you will because i don't have much confident you will even if you know. Instead of changing for the better, you went to the worse, the person who once told me not to assume, assumes now. Like instead of being the best, the standard drop alot and somehow it doesn't seems that you are that trustable.
forget about that necklace. no more besties.

Move on. it seems to be the best way yet part of me wants to stay on and wait.

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<3 ZOE. 10:10 PM

may flight of angels send thee to thy rest - willliam shakespear

Oh yay i passed my geog and chem, and its an A1 for geog. now hopefully, social studies doesn't pull it down. Chemistry was borderline pass and tml's the physics paper. crossed my fingers. for the chinese zuowen, its 22/30 which was quite surprising considering that i lost quite alot of interest in it.

Camp's coming too. its held on the 26-28th Feb 2007 on st john's island, far far away from singapore but still part of singapore and yet so ulu. It's much more different, its bootcamp this time, hopefully we got melvin again. i miss camp alot. hopefully huh there'll be mud pool again.

Heh. shafee will be with us in the camp. it will be long long three days with him.

blogging and onlining this few days have been so sian and heh don't think i'll be online much longer.

just like a song that fades. a song that have time and i'll fade when my time is up, just like a song never stays and by then, no one remember, no one knows yet they only know that this is a song that they once had, now in the memory, hidden.

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<3 ZOE. 9:10 PM

i won 50bucks from bowling, getting second.
uhm taking the average score of the four of us and we lead at first
in the end drop like siao but its not bad considering that we got one 8 year old kid in our team and me being a dumbass i don't bowl well. end up my high score was 85 which pull the whole team up.

new school day tml. SIANSATION already. -.-

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<3 ZOE. 10:01 PM

what's with the don't becoming duunch, so becoming sho, him becoming hym and the g becoming the q. whats this world coming to?
ehm.second day of new year. they came up with a new game la. erm to hook the bottle up with the ring. and its going at the price of 2 earning 50. gain 48 bucks.

went off to spend the rest of the day with merilyn and the rest.

how small can the world get?

my KINDERGARTEN,KINDERGARTEN FRIEND got my email.
he's from n262,city harvest
he's a marist and he knows melvin wah chin siang. OMG.

the amazing part is being a kindergarten friend. like 9 years ago stuffs and i roughly forgot all my kindergarten friends except this girl with a unique chinese name, ouyang shi min and this guy who drew a nice snow white picture for me, i remembered having alot of vincent in my class, eating curry puffs for teabreak everytime, sleeping after that and actually don't really remembered this guy but i know i've seen him in church a few times.
and he looks familiar and now i know why. HAHA.

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<3 ZOE. 1:04 AM

Happy Chinese New Year to ALL.

seriously this year's cny sucks la. alot of bad things have been happening to everybody i knew and the mood wasnt really that good. hah. nonetheless happy cny.

instead of hill climbing, they are back to gambling. like how nice la. i just slept the whole day off.

don't even have much mood to blog la. i want to rant. apparently but i cant. it's confidential. cause it may concern you the person who is reading. lala.

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<3 ZOE. 11:16 PM

rebelling is not the way to life. it simply isn't. learning this whole lesson wasn't easy to swallow the whole thing simply because in the first place, i didn't like the idea of pushing the whole thing to mrs wong. it simply doesnt work la.

we rebel. we ourselves become the loser. heh thankfully mr dominic goh was kind enough to torture us for 1 hour only during school hours. we just have to do something funny and scare people. seriously this is a serious lesson well learnt.

ryan gave us an eight. thankfully with god it was easily able to press on for me.

finally i know all of my cousins by observing. :)



it's just the bloody feeling of insercurity. it;s killing me.

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<3 ZOE. 10:20 PM

i'm totally owned by all the maths today. and i mean seriously all the maths.
for emaths it was the dumb test la. and i couldn't finish the paper. somemore dominic goh says whoever get less then 40 will stay back with him on friday from 11-6 and i don't want it. i want to go out with Merilyn!
for amaths. The test owned me also. who the heck got negative one upon twenty five. -1/25
how the negative comes about i also dunno la.

Happy Valentine's Day to all.

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<3 ZOE. 9:27 PM

I'm like uhm bloody fed up with things now. loogging into internet had made my whole mood worse. because of many things i read and think through. this few days sucked. SUCKED ALOT ALOT. and now my life is full of bloody shit.

teacher haven't make it better. instead it was worse.
Mr Goh wants us to score A1 or A2 for emaths which was suppose to be easy.
Mr Shafee wants us to answer the paper in perfect english or he'll bloody tear the paper up.

LIKE HELLLO? NOT EVEN EXPERts in vocabs can perfect english and what makes him think we can. and ya e4 is not as good as e1,e2,e3. so stop comparing us. !@#$%^&*
thank God he cancelled our friday afternoon lessons *ut it didnt make my life any better.

enough about such stuffs. my blood boils.
and tml's valentine, last papers for e4. hopefully it goes well.
and its emaths.
emaths.

2 timothy 4:7
I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.


you fail, because you gave up. winners continue running the race. to the end.

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<3 ZOE. 7:47 PM

Preach the gospel,when necessary, with words.

this was what impacted me today. We ourselves should be the testimonies for Jesus Christ and as what the quote says, when necessary with words. when unnecessary, with yourself.

How should we live, abide to be a great testimonies ourselves, by being a great person, whom friends and people respects and whom appears to be well like?

The answer i do not know who to explain but one thing for sure, we are all striving towards perfection together and when two person of different personalities meet and have conflict, we 'friction' one another and smoothen out all the rough edges showing through our lives.

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<3 ZOE. 10:09 PM

Half great, half not.
Focusing on the NOT is seriously what i need to do because i'm so bloody pissed off. like seriously. I wonder if this soo call best friend of mine really knows me or not. because to me it seems like she know nothing to me at all. If i can, i would really want to be there to share her joy and everything, BLAH BLAH. so maybe i can remove the best. in a way i don't believe there is really such things like best friends. who knows one day something may happen and things change overnight. like crystal says and maybe i believe, there is no such things call 100% best friend. even as time goes pass, so called best friends will have other best friends. and there you go. buh bye. keeping everything just as friends might be alot better because in a way we will not get too overfriendly with one another. best friends i do not have, clique i sure do have :)
so maybe this is what i will stick to, no more best friends. uhh not even sammie, she's my beloved, not best friends. until somebody can show me. no wait. until time and everything around me proves. and in terms of fellowshipping, a disciple avails herself/himself. so go because fellowshipping brings you closer and of course, we see each other in a more natural way. but from the looks of today, i guess every perspective have to change and also be more sensitive to other's feelings.

if you refer to the uhm 30th jan 2007 post. i mention gridiron gang movie inspired me to do something. and that is to study psychology. for the past few days, i was wondering very hard whether i should put my interior designing first or to put psychology first since it appeared out of the blues. well finally i got the answer, i decided interior designing can come secondary and psychology, meeting people's need is more important then living in a nice house. like since the bible says what good does to a man who gains the whole world and loses his soul. yup so maybe this will be the direction i'm heading in till god gave me a new revelation.

Friday like many of you (infact the whole singapore should) know that it's the releasing day of gce o'lvl exams results. force by mr dominic goh to be there. it turns out to be quite a good experience. it makes me wonder what my reaction would be in two years time, will i be crying? regretting the fact that i slack off alot or will i be all smiles and satisfied with my results. how will my result be. more likely amaths result will stain my cert or will everything be up to my expectations. basically its a good experience despite all the efforts trying to run off.

Saturday was one of my greatest achievement, dancing on a $3400 stage and making ryan all smiles. It was one of the best. the crazy 4 hours dance may be tiring, crystal's turn to get spasm. and despite me still having spasm (long time since i give a damn. ). seeing ryan with all smiles, i can keep dancing all day long. till i die. his high expectations help us alot. in class we seem small, *ut when we reach the day we got onto the stage to dance this dance. 5 mins seems a second, all the hard work, scoldings and injuries seems like chicken feet. and thus bringing us to a new level of dance. Fellowshipping with Timothy and Wen Kai was good too. just we were too tired to talk much. or rather me. i forgot to kiss the floor and the next time i see it will be on the competition day itself.

We all should learn to manage our time wisely too. and put urgent stuff first instead of something so unimportant like the class tee. (i'm hinting who.) For now common test is the most important since it starts tml and uhh well who cares about valentine? except for those couples. currently it's god, studies and syf. the rest can wait. Well speaking about valentine, happy valentine's day to those couples out there in advance. and of couse friends i'm more close to :) like those i usually goes out with and hangs out with in school. and for me, i'll chiong through this three days like crazy, pull up my socks, finish this term. maybe go mia this holiday alone. like who wants to go with me? hah.

yes, i'm feeling bloody irritated, bloody pissed off, bloody stressed up. bloody disappointed in myself. for all i have done and regret this weekend, mostly today. i should go and repent already. basically what i've been through (i mean the hard times), i hardly tell anyone since everybody's busy with their own and i find no point telling, because i know what they will say next. like duh, standardise. and for those close friends of mine out there, sorry,valentine presents will be late :( and chinese new year is coming yes i know. but i don't see the need of buying any new things since in particular i haven seen my dad's side relative for exactly one whole year so uhm even though i may be wearing something for maybe 6 months ago, they wouldnt even know. as for my mum's side, buy a new top or two and settled it.

Oh digress abit, in Nanny Mcphee movie, Nanny mcphee said this:

" When you want me and do not need me, i'll go, *ut when you need me and do not want me, i'll stay."- Nanny Mcphee.

it's meaningful and maybe this shall goes into my principles now. like since then, i'll know when when people want me or need me. in this way, i shall appear when necessary. :)

i do not know what you' re thinking, i do not know what you're brooding about. but i can tell you it totally spoils my whole day.
sometimes you need me, sometimes you don't, most of the time you do not need me to be there. so i won't.

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<3 ZOE. 9:08 PM

I felt so blessed :)
because of what ryan said and what i never regret doing.
and that is to join syf. seriously beginning of this year, i totally lose my passion for dance, somehow. and every single dance session would be very dreadful for me, especially facing ryan has been the most difficult one because he bombards us with alot of questions and his expectations are high.

well this few days haven been good too, emotionally i have to cope with the big battle in my mind and of course, demeaning words from people who said it purposely or accidentally.
and to make it worse, ryan was in one of his bad mood, and he said alot of things which really can hurt one people, i was almost tearing and i so much wanted to shout at him. is that a natural reaction for somebody trying to force all the strength out while suffering from spasm?

After dance, he held us back to have a talk, explaining why he did all he did. which actually is beneficial for us. after all, all he did was to train us to have a stronger mind. and applying pressure on us to force our strength out. and what he said was really true. the toughest battle is the one in our mind where all our thoughts are processed every single day. and it was really good. since dancers like us are soo much prone to criticisms from people who envy us :x

besides in dance, having a strong mind is what we really need to have in our spiritual walk with God because once the mind recieves attack from the satan, it became confused and temptations are liking to come, and we being confuse of course walk towards temptations. thinking too much also confuses us and often brings ourselves down. so keep the mind pure and strong. and don't think too much. (:

and due to the fact 3/4 of the class are away for heats, tournaments and other stuffs, mr goh cancelled our afternoon lesson today but from next thur onwards our maths lesson will be till 4 for consecutive six weeks.

and on saturday, merilyn and i cant go church, BOOhoo because we had syf training at nus cultural center from 4 to 10.45-11 pm and most likely ryan is going to arrange more of those.

well basically my mood is still high and i still got the joy of the lord in me!

Christina Aguilera- Beautiful

Don't look at me

Everyday is so wonderful
Then suddenly
It's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain
I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful
No matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful
In every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
Oh no
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
You're so consumed
In all your doom, oh
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The pieces gone
Left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is

'Cause you are beautiful
No matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
Oh no
'Cause you are beautiful
In every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Oh no
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do(No matter what we do)
No matter what we say(No matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune(Yeah, oh yeah)
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go(And everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine(The sun will always, always, shine)
And tomorrow we might awake
On the other side

'Cause we are beautiful
No matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
Oh no
We are beautiful
In every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Oh no
So don't you bring me down today
Oh, oh
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down, oh
Today

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<3 ZOE. 8:05 PM

okayyyyy. three days without posting and yet i'm still as busy.
okay la. maybe i'll stop bombarding the readers with my life. ahh i mean i guess you all will get bored la. so whatever regarding my life, i guess its out of here until i got no more topic to write. -.- and that will be the day when i shut up ^^
hopefully not.

this post will be more on the revelations and of course lastly, a rant at some ______.

Revelation based.
well its a vision and a verse.
vision wised, i saw a patch of grass in don't know where. main focus is the grass.
like many people know, a blade of grass is strong in a way that although it bends according to wind and rain but it never gave up, it never dies. and when one blade is like that, what about with many many blades of grass, uhm a patch of grass, together we stand, we may mostly be led into temptations but we still have others to hold us back and lead us in the right way. which is really what a cg is for la.
as for verse wise, it is psalms 37:24
" Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down; For the Lord upholds him with his hand. "

There will always be times of test and tribulations to test us in our faithfulness to God. even though we fall, it is guaranteed here we will not be utterly cast down because the Lord is always with us. The Lord knows what we are doing every single moment of our lives and and even when we are utterly down in the pits, we are not that down after all, we have the Lord to upholds us with his almighty hands (:

another way of comforting me this few days or rather today is through common grace , a song which really brighten my day and really lift me up high.

It's Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side,
you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you,
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far awayI wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you,
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

thanks to sammie for intro-ing, it really lift me up alot alot.

well seriously this few days haven been real good, *ut as always the Lord makes it the best for me by keeping me busy in Bs and in prayer meeting. Learning how to be a disciple is really great too. A good disciple keeps him/herself available for anything and money and other mundane stuff shouldnt be a problem, so i shall keep confessing! and a good disciple should have a good attitude, character and most importantly, all discipleship actually takes place in the most natural circumstances when we really show ourselves out to be. so we shall fellowship more,edify one another and get discipled! and in prayer meeting yesterday, i was sooooo refresh even though the medication was being evil to me and yet i really love prayer meeting alot. Cg was good too, being strong in our prayer should really be what we all do, As pastor kong said, prayer, worship, fellowship, reading the bible etc is the basic foundation before we really reach out to fufill the cultural mandate. we must so so have a real strong foundation and of course a strong relationship with God. OMGOSH. things are getting soooo exciting. i cant wait for the next prayer meeting which is on a sunday. and I pray the Lord will show me greater things than i can ever contain. OMGOSH I feel soooo blessed and suddenly it seems that ranting is not for me anymore. I'll guess that rant dedicated to somebody ends up in the bin, I've got the joy of the lord within me. sooo much i cannot contain it anymore. THANK GOD! :)

and all of a sudden, i can dance with joy :)
oo and anyone wants to watch phantom of the opera. i doubt i want to miss it, i missed forbidden city and i cried like mad last year, anybody wants to go (:

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<3 ZOE. 9:52 PM

omlky. too unreasonable.
like was fever what i want? this is not what i want lor. and she attributed it to me not sleeping early. i also want to sleep early la but what can i do with so much dumb homework. when i slack she scolds me, when i work hard, she doubts me and blames me. what the heck she wants.

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<3 ZOE. 11:15 PM

Now i understand why mr goh says all those competitions can destress. omlky they are sooo rediculous. wahas. i think when we make the annoucement on tuesday all the budget kias in my class will slaughter jerome because 40 bucks is too much la. well anyway i thrash emaths, amaths thrash me. and my stomach is churning now guess due to the spicy stuffs i've been eating.

Fabian and milly pulled out of the d.c bag gang. rahh to fabian.

svc today although tiring and too much about history. but it was good. and the chocolate effect was on la. and so on the way to serangoon, timothy and i made esther bonkers.

omlky. todays a serious crabbing day.

i'm so thrash. i haven study my social studies test. ooo NOO.
blessings came, blessings come, blessings are still coming on the way.

i sprained my ankle -.- nice one.
Daren won the superstar thingy. finally end of one rediculous star struck stuff. another coming up.maybe esther would like to join that.


i'm focusing on studies and God. nothing more (:

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<3 ZOE. 10:35 PM

Micheal Buble-Sway

When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more

Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
You know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now

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<3 ZOE. 10:24 PM

SHIT shucks. I am sooo busy proscrastinating now instead of doing my homework(S). which should be done yesterday. *ut since yesterday i stayed over at merilyn's house. so my plan to go mia was ruin and 0% homework done.

Ever since last week when Rev. A.R Benard came. i felt soo impacted in everything i do. and since that saturday when i rededicated my life back to the altar. I felt so changed. maybe to some, small changes or no changes *ut to me. I was motivated which basically changes everything. and this week we are having rev ulf ekman. and that is so shiok.

Rev ulf ekman's way of preaching changed and it is easier to understand. and since yesterday, each and every of the message was so impacting and left me soo refreshed after every service.
well day 2 have passed and there's one more refreshing sermon to be kept in our hearts.

yesterday was a pretty tiring yet a refreshing day. i still have not own amaths. it owned me instead. very irritated by padma's lesson. maths by dominic goh was way better in the sense he added in humor. and he took away my next friday by asking the whole class to witness the whole procedure of the releasing of GCE O levels results. o my chinese is downgrading because my chinese teacher do not know the correct method of teaching and as a result i had to study on my own. double hard.

condolences to diviya whose father had pass away recently.

slacked in the canteen after school with sammie. she did her shafee homework.
around 4.45 met merilyn who was 20 mins late and forgiven :)

then went to the expo foodcourt to eat.
sermon from rev ulf ekman yesterday was refreshing.
talking about blessings. and i tithe everything i had la.
and that makes me feel good.

went off to supper with merilyn and wen kai. they ate roti prata.
and then we had long long talks.
we went out from the coffeeshop to the stone walls there where we sang
songs from the past. and then slowly walk to a park where we talk again and then went to merilyn house to stay overnight since it was already 2.15am.

slept at 4am and woke up at 9am.
watch teevee till 12+ then we left her house.
went home and prepare and we met again around 2.15 *ut this time wen kai late.
reach expo at 3.30 and ate rocky master together.
service was seriously wonderful and rev ulf talked about missionaries and mission today.
and i cried like never before during worship. then um fellowship with cg until 10+
and went home by 24.

i'mmm sooooo looking forward to tml's sermon because i know in a way or so, it will impact me deeply la. and i'm still trying to finish my homework particularly mathematics and additional maths. because i need time to own them.

and when everything about you goes right with god. the devil will always be there to interrupt. ooo it's such a rude thing to do. tsk.

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<3 ZOE. 12:30 AM

Everyone needs compassion
A love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
A kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations

Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save

Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything i believe in
Now i surrender

Shine your light and let the whole world see
We're singing for the glory of the risen King...Jesus

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<3 ZOE. 10:15 PM

shit. i'm totally owned again. by a recap of the syf dance, a few lecture from ryan.
and heh i'm owned by spasm again. OWNED.

i got excuse from pe since they were doing shotput. and then slack off.
and i'm so hungry laaaa. like i'm fasting and millions of people sitting around me are tempting me with food. and since derrick lim was absent. we got two periods off. chemistry was uh uh ''i don't even understand any crap'' mr lim's talking about. and fancy an NJC student sspelling 'smudge' as 'smurge' for art. mmm i spent 525600 secs drawing Paris hilton (ack!) and Frank Iero and some random lady. and we were down there discussing ways to spent money where all the budget kias sure kill us. i mean in the class. -.-

I got soo lame today i almost slaughtered myself by pitting myself against Jerome lee for the DC bag which many people agree with me the colour should be red instead of orange which we saw 2 seniors carrying it already. besides, shafiq got red. meaning we can clique together :p
and fabian loi seems to be pulling out already. :(

Mr dominic goh seems to be laming today too. he expects us to be in the hall to witness the GCE olvl results thingy in the hall. even if it means sacrificing his afternoon class. see all teachers are physhotic. and he's quite nice today. unfortunately, when he mark my papers. he got so irritated at me for not labelling my graph. he made me do the graph five times.
jerome lee suggest he mark our paper while watching american idol because according to mr dominic goh, watching american idol to him is a way of relieving stress. but dominic says the poor person that kenna 100 times should blame american idol judges because the person he support did not win. sad.

Ryan got mad for dance. thanks to the sec 1s. and my bloody back is having spasm.
can i even move tml? i dunno. i don't even want to talk now. it hurts.
but what ryan say its true la.

attitude is the expectations we have for ourselves. and when we have the right attitude, we will not be sloppy in our dance. instead we will show the attitude we want our dance to achive. nobody is naturally a winning art piece for dance unless we work for it. and our attitude towards things show our attitude we treat life to be. sloppy and hopelessly hopeless.

on the way home, yet out of the school gate. this breakdancer-to be fell down and had a big patch of blood on his knee.the security left him alone to get something. crystal said that we should go over and offer tissues and water since i have, so i went over dragging sammie who was almost fainting already at the sight of blood. but the security guard came and said he should not use the tissue to clean the blood that was already dripping. like what the heck. well. then we left and drag sammie off. she was fainting.

o yay tml's friday. and yay rev ulf ekman 's coming. i'll try very very very very hard to process his words and hopefully they are not too chim to understand.

ooo sammie's sending me a stampede. hah. haha. haahhahahahahahhaha. stampede. -.-

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<3 ZOE. 8:12 PM